havent been drawing much outside of school, hard time focusing, things are just kinda skidding on shit

really, i just wanna emphasise the importance of having a mom / parents who really nag at you all the time. its certainly a double edged sword, they intend to keep you on track to pursue your goals, but you end up tuning it out because in the end its all just nagging to you.

they could just let you fail, have you end up at 40 living on your moms couch stocking groceries for the rest of your life, all because you hate doing things the hard way. you never appreciate that sort of help until its too late. you're your own worst enemy after all.

no point in apologizing to the people ive ignored, they've already made it. i should really only apologize to myself for letting things get so bad in the first place.

So yeah, sorry me. for not paying attention in class, not doing the animations you wanted to do, and not making the friends you wanted to make. theres no point in crying about it, all crying does is make your cheeks wet. itll get better, you just have to be better,

tldr: yoo dude. procrastination actually ruins lives, god dam!!!